Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Waiting Outside The line

p/s: This song is popularise by Greyson Chance. Enjoy it...

You’ll never enjoy your life,
living inside the box
You’re so afraid of taking chances,
how you gonna reach the top?

Rules and regulations,
force you to play it safe
Get rid of all the hesitation,
it’s time for you to seize the day

Instead of just sitting around
and looking down on tomorrow
You gotta let your feet off the ground,
the time is now

I’m waiting, waiting, just waiting,
I’m waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines

Try to have no regrets
even if it’s just tonight
How you gonna walk ahead
if you keep living behind

Stuck in my same position,
you deserve so much more
There’s a whole world around us,
just waiting to be explored

Instead of just sitting around
and looking down on tomorrow
You gotta let your feet off the ground,
the time is now, just let it go

The world will force you to smile
I’m here to help you notice the rainbow
Cause I know,
What’s in you is out there

I’m waiting, waiting, just waiting,
I’m waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines

I’m trying to be patient (I’m trying to be patient)
the first step is the hardest (the hardest)
I know you can make it,
go ahead and take it

I’m Waiting, waiting, just waiting I’m waiting
I’m waiting, waiting, just waiting
I’m waiting, waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines
Waiting outside the lines

You’ll never enjoy your life
Living inside the box
You’re so afraid of taking chances,
How you gonna reach the top?

Tuesday, November 08, 2011

Tarian Kehidupan

Mata pena ini terus menari
Bertingkah mengikut rentak hancur
Bergerak berlandas angin kelabu
Meliuk dihembus ombak salju
Apakah semua ini butiran yang wujud
Dalam roda hidupku?
Dalam degupan nadiku?

Aku ingin mencari sesuatu yang baru
Di mana aku akan diterima
- bermaknakah penerimaan itu?
Ya, aku hanya mahu hidup tanpa rasa bisa
Ibarat hempedu dipijak, diinjak, dijejak.
Bebas.

Namun, adakah bebas dalam kamus kehidupan?
Bebas total, penuh - menuju kehancuran,
kebinasaan
Aku tidak sanggup lagi untuk hidup
terus dalam gelumang dunia itu
Aku serik? Tidak, aku hanya mahu mencuba
Mencuba suatu yang baru
Yang mungkin bisa menerima aku

Biasakah bisa yang sebati ini dicabut, rentap
dari kalbu hitamku?
Aku berserah setelah segala yang berlaku
Membiar pena ini terus menari
Mencoret masa dan ketika
Hingga sampai saat akhirnya
Aku terhenti...

Saturday, October 08, 2011

A New Step

This is what I chose. I am earning my living. It's enough to bother my family again. Now it' time to get anything I want with my bare hands. It's not easy to live like this, but I'll manage it because this is my choice. Gotta go, something important's coming up. Bye.

Friday, October 07, 2011

Black smoke

The sky is clear, for the first time since then,
The earth stood its ground,
The wind filled the empty spaces between them,
Just like how I dreamt it to be
But without one tiny drop;
Me.

Insignificant, intolerable, disposable,
Like a sand by the beach, pulled by the wave,
Isolating... Creating an out of place land
Called island.

Here, with myself, counting the days,
When is it going to end? O please be faster!
I can't wait any longer...
The patch of light is not helpful,
Burning, grilling, toasting,
into ashes.

Blown away by the gentle wind, caressing,
The heart that was once mine,
The limb that was once ours,
The rock that was once a witness,
Salving the red scars with blue droplets
Leaving a vio-let mark covered by the grey dust.

It's my choice, my decision,
An implied action without expression,
Nobody needs the reason.
Thus, the growth means nothing for everything.

It's long forgotten - intentionally.
Why? That's the only way I know how to...
Breath.

Monday, October 03, 2011

Shit!

Can't I fu*king hate this world for making me alive?
I can't coz that means hating my beautiful parents
Can't I fu*king hate the breath that I took every second?
I can't coz that means hating Him
Can't I fu*king hate my surrounding for everything?
I can't coz they've been gracious enough to let me in

Then what fu*king left for me to hate?
Only me, myself and I...

Is this some kind of a fu*king sick joke
played upon my birth
to be curse into this non-acceptance
for every step I take
Am I that filthy that no one can be near me?
Am I that disgusting that no one care for me?
Am I that cheap that no one can be sincere with me?

What're the reasons for my fu*king existence around these people anyway?
I'm just a tool, yes! A TOOL!
A fu*king fool tool that can be threw away whenever and wherever
A foolish bastard that no one deem to know
the mere existence.

How idiotic of me to think that I'll be accepted as I am...
Fu*king pathetic.



p/s: sorry for the harsh words, I just need to let these things out or I'll burst...

Monday, September 26, 2011

What Are Words

Hello guys, it has been a long time since I posted anything in this blog. So here is a song that I've recently found. The words are truly powerful (at least to me). Hope u guys enjoy it. the singer is Chris Medina.

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent

just for me And I know I'm meant
to be where I am And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel close

Wednesday, September 21, 2011

bumi asing

tanah ini belum pernah aku jejaki
deruan angin ini belum pernah aku rasai
binaan ini belum pernah aku temui
terasingkah aku?

tidak, semua itu hanya khayalan yang aku cipta
hanya omongan yang aku reka
hanya seruan yang aku suarakan
kerna aku mahu bermula baru
bermula dari titik ini
bermula semula mencari erti diri

mampukah aku temui zarah itu?

kerna yang tinggal kini hanya sebuah
perjalanan...