Thursday, May 26, 2011

Rolling in the deep

Sorry guys, I'm freaking cold right now in the IT Lab although this is Malaysia (I wonder how freezing it could be out there in Scotland). Enough with that, I think that this is a very nice song to be sang (feels like singing it out loud right in this room - lol). Here it is, Adele...


There's a fire starting in my heart,
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bring me out the dark.
Finally I can see you crystal clear
Go ahead and sell me out and I'll lay your ship bare.

See how I'll leave, with every piece of you
Don't underestimate the things that I will do.

There's a fire starting in my heart,
Reaching a fever pitch and it's bring me out the dark.

The scars of your love, remind me of us.
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
I can't help feeling
We could of had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside your hand
And you played it
To the beat

Baby I have no story to be told
But I've heard one of you and I'm gonna make your head burn,
Think of me in the depths of your despair
Making a home down there as mine sure won't be shared

The scars of your love, remind you of us.
They keep me thinking that we almost had it all
The scars of your love, they leave me breathless
I can't help feeling
We could of had it all

Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside your hand
And you played it
To the beat

We could of had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside your hand
But you played it
With a beating

Throw your soul threw every open door
Count your blessings to find what you look for
Turn my sorrow into treasured gold
You pay me back in kind and reap just what you sow

We could of had it all
We could of had it all
We could of had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside your hand
And you played it to the beat

We could of had it all
Rolling in the deep
You had my heart inside your hand

But you played it,
You played it,
You played it
You played it to the beat

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

EXAMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WTF..... Why the heck the questions are so hardddd.....


I know that it is partly my fault (fornotstudyingenoughandfocusinthenotes). But still, I didn't study that much for last year's papers but I still manage to get good result on harder papers... Urggghhhh. I'm so stress right now. I just hope that I can compensate my faults these past years in my next paper. Further Maths Applied... God help me as I'm begging You to grant me this wish; I want to fly to UK. Begging without any effort from my side will not gives me anything. So, starting from today, STUDY and don't procrastinate. It's a waste of 2 years if I didn't fly at the end... Hu3...


p/s: This is more of a reminder for me as it is also for others, STUDY!!!!!!!!!!!!


Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Jendela

Mungkin kau telah bosan
Bersandiwara di pentas tanpa pelita
Mungkin kau telah temui
Cahaya neon penghias dunia duka
Kelam tapi tenteram
Seperti hatiku di saat ini.

Dia hadir setelah semuanyaku kambus
Ku tanam sedalam mungkin jauh ke dasar hati
Kerna aku tak sanggup - 
merintih lagi.
Menunggu ombak segar pabila tsunami
Namun dia merubah dan menggubah
Semuanya menjadi mungkin.

Datangnya tak pernah aku duga
Namun kelopak mawar itu takkanku persia
Segalanya mungkin hilang setelah seketika
Namun harumannya akanku puja sepanjang masa
Aku tak berani membuka semua pintu hatiku
Cukuplah sekadarku selak jendela
Untuk kebahagiaan itu bertapak semula.

Penakut?
Ya, itu aku. Tapi takutku punya pengertian
Bukan omongan kosong yang menjengkelkan
Bukan prasangka yang tidak beralasan
Bukan kiasan menutup kekhilafan
Aku dalam penuh kesedaran
Membina angan-angan yang aku harap
Takkan berkecai.

Semuanya kini aku serahkan pada-Mu
kerna...

Aku cinta padamu.

Tuesday, May 03, 2011

Sometimes

Sometimes I wonder why did
All these things happened

Yesterday’s rain drop keeps on spitting those curses
On this otherwise fragile land
Whom life depends on the stars
Bringing me back to six feet under
The extravagant towers, suffocating him
To no end.

Perhaps this is his destiny on this journey
Flew like the wind; unseen
Leaving marks for others but nothing left
For himself. They think it’s fair.
“The world revolves continuously whether you like it or not,
And your mere existence causes nothing.”
Like an arrow from the inferno
Stabbing me straight to the core.
Do I have one?

Keep on searching but not looking
Keep on targeting but not aiming
Keep on chanting but not listening
Where does that put us?
A lab rat ready to be sacrificed, willingly or not
I’m jealous of the rascal under the harbour stairs
Hidden yet successful
In making its own existence known

He’ll climb the stairs - halfway
Then turns back forever just like the previous affairs
Leaving me stuck on the bottomless pit
Of a black hole -
Alone.