October updates

Hey guys... It has been a long time since I wrote something life-related here :) Just being busy and lazy as usual... Anyway, there's a lot that happened for the past few weeks... There're classes, talks, practices, events and holidays...

For one, I'm currently in a drama production (choreography department - as usual). It will be staged around early November at Swinburne Sarawak... This is a new thing for me coz I need to explore the creativeness of the 70's society... Yes, it's based on a 70's movie called GREASE... :) Can't wait to see it on stage...

Other than that, there's assignments and quizzes and talks... Academic-related stuff... Nothing much to talk about there other than the fact that FINANCE WORLD IS COMPLICATED but INTERESTING... Once u past all the theories part that is :) Nevertheless, I'm starting to like the idea of working in a financial world and investment.

Next, for the past few days I've joined the Foster Family program in Kampung Pueh, Sematan... It's a Bidayuh Salako long-house... Being close to nature is something that I miss the most about that place... There's even a particular view that reminds me of New Zealend and Langkawi... It's a nice and enjoyable stay to say the least... There's only 12 of us (8 students, 4 staffs)...

We went river cruising, hiking (just a short distance until we reach the natural dam), relaxing by the beach (where we're the only people exist at the beach), playing games with the kids, went to the dock (watching the fisherman did their things), and last but not least the spending times with the families in the long-house. It's truly exciting and I hope I could find the time to go there again :)

So, that's the summary of what I went through for the past few weeks... Currently preparing myself for the upcoming presentations and assignments due date plus the exams... only 6 weeks to go before finals and 8 weeks left before semester holidays... Wish me good luck guys and hope u guys will have a great life too :)

The Man You Love

A song by Il Divo... I just realise that Spanish is the best language to express love and despair... I'm hooked to this song without understanding the lyrics but just by listening to it... Hope u guys will enjoy it as mush as I do :)

Si me ves hallarás en mis ojos el amor

eres tú la mitad que a mi vida completó

Lo que soy te daré sin miedo a algun error

creo en ti y dejaré en tus manos mi ilusión.

Quiero estar dentro de tu corazón,

Poder lograr que me ames como yo.

I only wanna be the man

to give you everything I can

every day and every night

love you for all my life.

I don't wanna change the world

as long as you're my girl

it's more than enough,

just to be the man you love.

Quiero ser el lugar donde puedas refugiar

el temor y calmar en mis brazos tu ansiedad

Desde hoy voy a ser todo para ti

Hasta ayer te soñé y ahora estás aquí

Quiero oir tus secretos, lo que sueñes descubrir,

quiero amarte así.

I only wanna be the man

to give you everything I can

every day and every night

love you for all my life.

I don't wanna change the world

as long as you're my girl

it's more than enough,

just to be the man you love.

I only wanna be the man

to give you everything I can

every day and every night

love you for all my life.

I don't wanna change the world

as long as you're my girl

it's more than enough,

just to be the man you love.

Just to be the man you love

Wicked Game

A song originally sung by Chris Isaak and popularise by Il Divo...

The world was on fire and no one could save me but you.

It's strange what desire will make foolish people do.

I never dreamed that I'd meet somebody like you.

And I never dreamed that I'd lose somebody like you.

No, I don't want to fall in love (This world is only gonna break your heart)

No, I don't want to fall in love (This world is only gonna break your heart)

With you (This world is only gonna break your heart)

What a wicked game to play, to make me feel this way.

What a wicked thing to do, to let me dream of you.

What a wicked thing to say, you never felt this way.

What a wicked thing to do, to make me dream of you and,

I want to fall in love (This world is only gonna break your heart)

No, I want to fall in love (This world is only gonna break your heart)

With you.

The world was on fire and no one could save me but you.

It's strange what desire will make foolish people do.

I never dreamed that I'd love somebody like you.

And I never dreamed that I'd lose somebody like you,

No, I want to fall in love (This world is only gonna break your heart)

No, I want to fall in love (This world is only gonna break your heart)

With you (This world is only gonna break your heart)

No, I... (This world is only gonna break your heart)

(This world is only gonna break your heart)

Nobody loves no one.

Dark Side

A brand new song by Kelly Clarkson... It's great :)

There's a place that I know

It's not pretty there and few have ever gone

If I show it to you now

Will it make you run away

Or will you stay

Even if it hurts

Even if I try to push you out

Will you return?

And remind me who I really am

Please remind me who I really am

Everybody's got a dark side

Do you love me?

Can you love mine?

Nobody's a picture perfect

But we're worth it

You know that we're worth it

Will you love me?

Even with my dark side?

Like a diamond

From black dust

It's hard to know

What can become

If you give up

So don't give up on me

Please remind me who I really am

Everybody's got a dark side

Do you love me?

Can you love mine?

Nobody's a picture perfect

But we're worth it

You know that we're worth it

Will you love me?

Even with my dark side?

Don't run away

Don't run away

Just tell me that you will stay

Promise me you will stay

Don't run away

Don't run away

Just promise me you will stay

Promise me you will stay

Will you love me? ohh

Everybody's got a dark side

Do you love me?

Can you love mine?

Nobody's a picture perfect

But we're worth it

You know that we're worth it

Will you love me?

Even with my dark side?

Don't run away

Don't run away

Don't run away

Promise you'll stay

The fighter

This is a song from Gym Class Heroes feat. Ryan Tedder... I love the lyrics and I hope none of of will gave up on anything and keep on being "THE FIGHTER".

Just waking up in the morning

And to be well,

Quite honest with ya,

I ain't really sleep well

Ya ever feel like your train of thought's been derailed?

That's when you press on - Lee nails

Half the population's just waitin to see me fail

Yeah right, you're better off trying to freeze hell

Some of us do it for the females

And others do it for the retail

But I do it for the kids, life threw the towel in on

Every time you fall it's only making your chin strong

And I'll be in your corner like Mick, baby, 'til the end

Or when you hear a song from that big lady

[Bridge]

Until the referee rings the bell

Until both your eyes start to swell

Until the crowd goes home

What we gonna do ya'll?

[Chorus - Ryan Tedder]

Give em hell, turn their heads

Gonna live life 'til we're dead.

Give me scars, give me pain

Then they'll say to me, say to me, say to me

There goes the fighter, there goes the fighter

Here comes the fighter

That's what they'll say to me, say to me, say to me,

This one's a fighter

[Verse 2]

And if I can last thirty rounds

There's no reason you should ever have your head down

Six foot five, two hundred and twenty pounds

Hailing from rock bottom, loserville, nothing town

Text book version of a kid going nowhere fast

And now I'm yelling, "Kiss my ass"

It's gonna take a couple right hooks, a few left jabs

For you to recognize you really ain't got it bad

[Bridge]

Until the referee rings the bell

Until both your eyes start to swell

Until the crowd goes home

What we gonna do ya'll?

[Chorus - Ryan Tedder]

Give em hell, turn their heads

Gonna live life 'til we're dead.

Give me scars, give me pain

Then they'll say to me, say to me, say to me

There goes the fighter, there goes the fighter

Here comes the fighter

That's what they'll say to me, say to me, say to me,

This one's a fighter

Everybody put yo hands up

What we gonna do (hey!) [x4] y'all?

What we gonna do (hey!) [x3] y'all?

If you fall pick yourself up off the floor (get up)

And when your bones can't take no more (c'mon)

Just remember what you're here for

Cuz I know Imma damn sure

Give em hell, turn their heads

Gonna live life 'til we're dead.

Give me scars, give me pain

Then they'll say to me, say to me, say to me

There goes the fighter, there goes the fighter

Here comes the fighter

That's what they'll say to me, say to me, say to me,

This one's a fighter

'Til the referee rings the bell

'Til both ya eyes start to swell

'Til the crowd goes home,

What we gonna do kid?

Aku

*Just wanna share something that I've written on 30th April 2012... I've forgot what drove me to write it but here it is...

Deruan angin itu, tarian bayu itu,

Hembusan ombak itu, tangisan hujan itu,

Semuanya berulang di dalam mata hatiku,

Bermain di dalam kotak mindaku,

Ingin saja aku berlari,

Mengejar bayang yang tak pernah hilang,

Menghantui setiap detak nadiku,

Membeku kakukan setiap inci zarah

yang wujud dalam tubuhku.

Mungkin aku hanya sang pemikir

Yang tak pernah kenal erti hidup

Atau aku hanyalah di pinggir

atas kelalaian dan kekejaman fikiranku.

Mungkin juga aku haus

pada rindu yang tak pernahku tahu,

Membawaku pulang ke dunia hampa,

Tiada teman, tiada tawa.

Aku teringin kembali ke saat itu,

Saat di tegap berdiri menantiku

di hujung jalan penuh liku.

Namun aku gusar

Pernahkah itu wujud dalam sejarah hidupku?

Mungkin mereka benar,

Aku telah hanyut dalam dunia.....

dunia? Ya, dunia khayalanku.

Dunia yang tak pernah mungkin menjadi satu

Dunia yang penuh salju

Dunia yang hanya ada aku...

The flood

A great song from Take That :) Enjoy...

Standing on the edge of forever,

At the start of whatever,

Shouting love at the world.

Back then we were like cavemen,

But we map the moon and the stars,

Then we forgave them.

We will meet you where the lights are,

The defenders, of the faith we are.

Where the thunder turns around they’ll run so hard we’ll tear the ground away.

You know no one dies, in these love drowned eyes,

Through our love drowned eyes, we’ll watch you sleep tonight.

Although no one understood we were holding back the flood,

Learning how to dance the rain.

We were holding back the flood they said we’d never dance again.

Bleeding, but none of us leaving,

Watch your mouth son or you’ll find yourself floating home.

Here we come now on a dark star, seeing demons, not what we are.

Tiny minds and eager hands will try to strike but now will end today.

There’s progress now, where there once was none,

where there once was none, then everything came along

Although no one understood, we were holding back the flood,

Learning how to dance the rain.

There was more of them than us now they’ll never dance again.

Although no one understood there was more of them than us,

Learning how to dance the rain,

We were holding back the flood they said we’d never dance again.

We will meet you where the lights are,

The defenders, of the faith we are.

Where the thunder turns around they’ll run so hard we’ll tear the ground away.

Although no one understood, there was more of them than us,

Learning how to dance the rain (learning how to dance the rain)

There was more of them than us now they’ll never dance again.

Now we’ll never dance again.

Oh ahh, Oh ahh, Oh ahh, Oh ahh, Oh aah, Oh ahh, Oh ahh...

Could it be Magic

Spirits move me, every time I'm near you 

Whirling like a cyclone in my mind 

You're my life line, angel of my lifetime 

Answer to all answer I can find

 

[CHORUS:] 

Baby I want you come, come, come into my arms 

Let me feel the wonder of all of you 

Could it be magic now, now, now and hold on fast

Could this be the magic at last 

Baby take me high upon a hillside 

High up where the stallion meets the sun 

I could love you build my world around you 

Never leave you till my life is done 

[CHORUS]

Spirits move me every time I'm near you 

Whiling like a cyclone in my mind 

[CHORUS]

Call me maybe

A nice song by Carly Rae Jepsen. Enjoy it :) 

I threw a wish in the well, 

Don't ask me, I'll never tell 

I looked to you as it fell, 

And now you're in my way 

I'd trade my soul for a wish, 

Pennies and dimes for a kiss 

I wasn't looking for this, 

But now you're in my way 

Your stare was holdin', 

Ripped jeans, skin was showin' 

Hot night, wind was blowin' 

Where you think you're going, baby? 

Hey, I just met you, 

And this is crazy, 

But here's my number, 

So call me, maybe? 

It's hard to look right, 

At you baby, 

But here's my number, 

So call me, maybe? 

Hey, I just met you, 

And this is crazy, 

But here's my number, 

So call me, maybe? 

And all the other boys, 

Try to chase me, 

But here's my number, 

So call me, maybe? 

You took your time with the call, 

I took no time with the fall 

You gave me nothing at all, 

But still, you're in my way 

I beg, and borrow and steal 

Have foresight and it's real 

I didn't know I would feel it, 

But it's in my way 

Your stare was holdin', 

Ripped jeans, skin was showin' 

Hot night, wind was blowin' 

Where you think you're going, baby? 

Hey, I just met you, 

And this is crazy, 

But here's my number, 

So call me, maybe? 

It's hard to look right, 

At you baby, 

But here's my number, 

So call me, maybe? 

Hey, I just met you, 

And this is crazy, 

But here's my number, 

So call me, maybe? 

And all the other boys, 

Try to chase me, 

But here's my number, 

So call me, maybe? 

Before you came into my life 

I missed you so bad 

I missed you so bad 

I missed you so, so bad 

Before you came into my life 

I missed you so bad 

And you should know that 

I missed you so, so bad 

It's hard to look right, 

At you baby, 

But here's my number, 

So call me, maybe? 

Hey, I just met you, 

And this is crazy, 

But here's my number, 

So call me, maybe? 

And all the other boys, 

Try to chase me, 

But here's my number, 

So call me, maybe? 

Before you came into my life 

I missed you so bad 

I missed you so bad 

I missed you so, so bad 

Before you came into my life 

I missed you so bad 

And you should know that 

So call me, maybe?

Secret

Another song to be shared here by Heart...

We lead two different lives

Just like two lines that never cross

And here we are together

Standing closer than we are

But we're still standing here untouched

Too scared to make a move

We want so much to touch

And we can't wait forever

We know it's dangerous

For us to be together

How do we ever keep this secret

How do we keep it in the dark

And if we dare to taste our weakness

How could we tear ourselves apart

Why do we keep this love together

Didn't we know right from the start

That we would have to keep this secret

Or forever stay apart

I watch you coming to me

Walking in the pouring rain

I can't help looking at you

Wishing I could stay away

So many times I've tried in vain

To close my eyes and pray it goes away

But I can't stop myself from feeling

To let you go would be too much

For me to take

How do we ever keep this secret

How do we deep it in the dark

And if we dare to taste our weakness

How could we tear ourselves apart

Why do we keep this love together

Didn't we know right from the start

That we would have to keep this secret

Or forever stay apart

I can't help thinking

When I look into your eyes

How much I need you

It's so hard to hide

How do we ever keep this secret

How do we keep it in the dark

And if we dare to taste our weakness

How could we tear ourselves apart

Why do we keep this love together

Didn't we know right from the start

That we would have to keep this secret

Or be doomed to stay apart

Part of me

Finally!!! I can get on with my life as I want it to be... No more responsibilities to another person... No more worries, no more fear, no more waits, no more anger... I know who I am and I am proud of it and I don't give a damn about what others think about me :) This is me and nobody can take it away from me...

To a certain someone, thanks for everything and I'll really appreciate it if we have no contact whatsoever from now on... It's for your own good anyway... For a certain lady that sure know about this, I praise you for your strength and I truly wish you all the best in your life... May all the blessings be with you...

*and no more spies after this will you, that's so childish*

Now, for my other faithful readers, never let go of that special item that marks who you are... No matter what others say about it, you yourself must stick to it as it predefine who you truly are... Never hide behind a big blank screen just to be accepted as one day you'll be the blank screen... Have a great weekend peeps and now on with Katy Perry :)

Days like this I want to drive away

Pack my bags and watch your shadow fade

You chewed me up and spit me out

Like I was poison in your mouth

You took my light, you drained me down

But that was then and this is now

Now look at me

[Chorus:]

This is the part of me

That you’re never gonna ever take away from me, no

This is the part of me

That you’re never gonna ever take away from me, no

Throw your sticks and your stones, throw your bombs and your blows

But you’re not gonna break my soul

This is the part of me

That you’re never gonna ever take away from me, no

I just wanna throw my phone away

Find out who is really there for me

You ripped me off, your love was cheap

Was always tearing at the seams

I fell deep, you let me down

But that was then and this is now

Now look at me

[Chorus]

Now look at me I’m sparkling

A firework, a dancing flame

You won't ever put me out again

I’m glowin’, oh whoa

So you can keep the diamond ring

I never liked it anyway

["Complete Confection" version of a song says: "It don't mean nothing anyway"]

In fact you can keep everything yeah, yeah

Except for me

[Chorus]

This is the part of me

No

Away from me

No

This is the part of me, me, me, me, me, me, me, me...

No

Throw your sticks and your stones, throw your bombs and your blows

But you’re not gonna break my soul

This is the part of me

That you’re never gonna ever take away from me, no

Rumour has it

Hello my dear readers :) Here's another song from my favourite singer, Adele entitled "Rumour Has It'... Just go through every lines and you will how cheeky this song sounds... Lets enjoy this... 

She, she ain't real,

She ain't gonna be able to love you like I will,

She is a stranger,

You and I have history,

Or don't you remember?

Sure, she's got it all,

But, baby, is that really what you want?

Bless your soul, you've got your head in the clouds,

She made a fool out of you, 

And, boy, she's bringing you down, 

She made your heart melt, 

But you're cold to the core, 

Now rumour has it she ain't got your love anymore, 

Rumour has it, rumour,

Rumour has it, rumour, 

Rumour has it, rumour, 

Rumour has it, rumour, 

Rumour has it, rumour, 

Rumour has it, rumour, 

Rumour has it, rumour, 

Rumour has it, rumour, 

She, is half your age,

But I'm guessing that's the reason that you strayed, 

I heard you've been missing me, 

You've been telling people things you shouldn't be, 

Like when we creep out and she ain't around, 

Haven't you heard the rumours? 

Bless your soul, you've got your head in the clouds,

You made a fool out of me, 

And, boy, you're bringing me down, 

You made my heart melt, yet I'm cold to the core, 

But rumour has it I'm the one you're leaving her for, 

Rumour has it, rumour,

Rumour has it, rumour, 

Rumour has it, rumour, 

Rumour has it, rumour, 

Rumour has it, rumour, 

Rumour has it, rumour, 

Rumour has it, rumour, 

Rumour has it, rumour, 

All of these words whispered in my ear,

Tell a story that I cannot bear to hear, 

Just 'cause I said it, it don't mean that I meant it, 

People say crazy things, 

Just 'cause I said it, don't mean that I meant it, 

Just 'cause you heard it, 

Rumour has it, rumour,

Rumour has it, rumour, 

Rumour has it, rumour, 

Rumour has it, rumour, 

Rumour has it, rumour, 

Rumour has it, rumour, 

Rumour has it, rumour, 

Rumour has it, rumour, 

Rumour has it, rumour, 

Rumour has it, rumour, 

Rumour has it, rumour, 

Rumour has it, rumour, 

Rumour has it, rumour, 

Rumour has it, rumour, 

But rumour has it he's the one I'm leaving you for.

She's out of my life

A really nice song by Michael Jsckson... Feel the lyrics...

[1st Verse]

She's Out Of My Life

She's Out Of My Life

And I Don't Know Whether To Laugh Or Cry

I Don't Know Whether To Live Or Die

And It Cuts Like A Knife

She's Out Of My Life

[2nd Verse]

It's Out Of My Hands

It's Out Of My Hands

To Think For Two Years She Was Here

And I Took Her For Granted I Was So Cavalier

Now The Way That It Stands

She's Out Of My Hands

[Bridge]

So I've Learned That Love's Not Possession

And I've Learned That Love Won't Wait

Now I've Learned That Love Needs Expression

But I Learned Too Late

[3rd Verse]

She's Out Of My Life

She's Out Of My Life

Damned Indecision And Cursed Pride

Kept My Love For Her Locked Deep Inside

And It Cuts Like A Knife

She's Out Of My Life

I have nothing

Sorry guys, it has been quite some time since I last post something here... As a sucker for love songs, here's another one from my repertoire... I don't think it's considered as classic but it's quite an old school song which best representing my feelings right now... Love sucks!

Never saw that one coming, but we still need love in our lives... It doesn't matter what type of love they are, as long as we try and learn to cherish them... But to be left hanging alone without any words, I don't think that's fair... So for my readers out there, hang on tight to your love because:

I'm not an expert on love by any chance, but I know one thing that,

One thing for sure, love is blind even though we keep reminding that blood-pumping organ,

Just a friendly reminder to all of us who still believe in happiness,

Now on with my heart-broken piece by the amazing Whitney Houston;

Share my life, take me for what I am

Cause I'll never change all my colours for you

Take my love, I'll never ask for too much

Just all that you are and everything that you do

I don't really need to look very much further

I don't want to have to go where you don't follow

I won't hold it back again, this passion inside

Can't run from myself

There's nowhere to hide

(Your love I'll remember forever)

Don't make me close one more door

I don't wanna hurt anymore

Stay in my arms if you dare

Or must I imagine you there

Don't walk away from me...

I have nothing, nothing, nothing

If I don't have you, you, you, you.

You see through, right to the heart of me

You break down my walls with the strength of your love

I never knew love like I've known it with you 

Will a memory survive, one I can hold on to 

I don't really need to look very much further

I don't want to have to go where you don't follow

I won't hold it back again, this passion inside

Can't run from myself

There's nowhere to hide

(Your love I'll remember forever)

Don't make me close one more door

I don't wanna hurt anymore

Stay in my arms if you dare

Or must I imagine you there

Don't walk away from me...

I have nothing, nothing, nothing

If I don't have you, you, you, you.

Don't make me close one more door

I don't wanna hurt anymore

Stay in my arms if you dare

Or must I imagine you there

Don't walk away from me

Don't walk away from me

Don't you dare walk away from me

I have nothing, nothing, nothing

If I don't have you, you, you, you.

PTPTN

Hey guys... It has been a long time since I wrote my thoughts here... Well, here is one hot issue recently covered nationwide (in Malaysia)... It's the PTPTN (Perbadanan Tabung Pendidikan Tinggi Nasional)... To be frank, I'm not really following this particular issue. Reasons? I'm not borrowing any money from PTPTN which makes it not my business. Another thing is, I'm under MARA as in taking a loan from MARA which is pretty complicated enough on its own *another reason to not pay attention to other financial institution problems*.

From what I've heard and read, the gist of the issue is that the students want PTPTN to be revoked... One of the reasons is the interest rate. I've read somewhere comparing MARA loan (which have no interest) with PTPTN. Need me remind you that MARA is an institution on its own while PTPTN comes from the country's money. To make things worse, these people try to instil religious issue into the debate saying about 'riba'... If you don't want to dwell in 'riba' look for other financial loans without any interest charge whatsoever... Aren't that easier?

I've also read an article stating Dr. Mahathir's views on this particular issue. He reminds us that the PTPTN is to help those who are not 'wealthy' enough to further their studies, to gain more knowledge and to widen their job opportunities. From what I can see, by stopping PTPTN, only the wealthy can get the better education.

One of the objectives of the thoughts of revoking PTPTN is to promote free education for everyone. HELLO!!!! Do you think education is cheap? Aren't you grateful enough that you have FREE EDUCATION from the age of 6-17? Oh yes, you might have forgotten that phase right... That's why when you get the PTPTN money you go shopping, buy unnecessary things, going for holidays, have fun while using BORROWED money.

The PTPTN (as I recall) is not only for tuition fees but also for living expenses. If they're trying to promote free education, what will happen to the less fortunates? Didn't they need money to live too? Didn't they need money to eat? Didn't they need money to buy stationeries? I believe free education does not provide that particulars to the student, do they?

I know it's not really my place to talk about this issue but hell, it's for the future generation... Do you think everyone will be fortunate enough to be born into a wealthy family with money dropped onto their lap the minute the reach this miserable world? You're an idiot if you believe so.

Why don't we take a minute and rethink of the purpose of having PTPTN. Don't let any political views affect your future, whether it's government or opposition. If you're speculating on the bribery issue, will you swear and give full report or evidence to me that any political party is 100% free of those cancer? I bet you wouldn't.

So, lets get back to the real issue here. If you're borrowing money, you should know that you're expected to pay back those money. If you don't want to pay the interest, simply refuse from signing the contract at the initial stage. If you don't want to pay back any money, I'm suggesting two easy ways:

1) Don't borrow AT ALL.

2) Find and use your OWN MONEY (legally).

Aren't life easy :)

No air

A song by Jordin Sparks and Chris Brown... I know this is an 'old' song but I would still love to share the lyrics with everyone... When we found that special someone, I believe that we'll feel these feelings... Thanks to http://www.azlyrics.com Enjoy it :)

p/s: Missing you...

[Jordin]

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air

If I should die before I wake

It's 'cause you took my breath away

Losing you is like living in a world with no air

Oh

[Chris Brown]

I'm here alone, didn't wanna leave

My heart won't move, it's incomplete

Wish there was a way that I can make you understand

[Jordin]

But how do you expect me

to live alone with just me

'Cause my world revolves around you

It's so hard for me to breathe

[Chorus:]

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air

Can't live, can't breathe with no air

It's how I feel whenever you ain't there

It's no air, no air

Got me out here in the water so deep

Tell me how you gonna be without me

If you ain't here, I just can't breathe

It's no air, no air

No air, air

No air, air

No air, air

No air, air

[Chris Brown]

I walked, I ran, I jumped, I flew

Right off the ground to float to you

There's no gravity to hold me down for real

[Jordin]

But somehow I'm still alive inside

You took my breath, but I survived

I don't know how, but I don't even care

[Both:]

So how do you expect me

to live alone with just me

'Cause my world revolves around you

It's so hard for me to breathe

[Chorus]

No air, air

No air, air

No air, air

No air, air

No more

It's no air, no air

[Chorus]

No air, air

No air, air

No air, air

No air, air

Tell me how I'm supposed to breathe with no air

Can't live, can't breathe with no air

It's how I feel whenever you ain't there

It's no air, no air

Got me out here in the water so deep

Tell me how you gonna be without me

If you ain't here, I just can't breathe

It's no air, no air

No air, air

No air, air

No air, air

No air

Titanium

A nice song by David Guetta ft. Sia... We are what we make of ourselves... Never let others put us down 'coz we're strong enough to believe in our own ability :)

Thanks to http://www.azlyrics.com for the lyrics...

[Sia:]

You shout it out

But I can't hear a word you say

I'm talking loud not saying much

I'm criticized but all your bullets ricochet

You shoot me down, but I get up

[Chorus:]

I'm bulletproof, nothing to lose

Fire away, fire away

Ricochet, you take your aim

Fire away, fire away

You shoot me down but I won't fall

I am titanium

You shoot me down but I won't fall

I am titanium

[Sia:]

Cut me down

But it's you who have further to fall

Ghost town, haunted love

Raise your voice, sticks and stones may break my bones

I'm talking loud not saying much

[Chorus:]

I'm bulletproof, nothing to lose

Fire away, fire away

Ricochet, you take your aim

Fire away, fire away

You shoot me down but I won't fall

I am titanium

You shoot me down but I won't fall

I am titanium

I am titanium

I am titanium

[Sia:]

Stone-hard, machine gun

Firing at the ones who run

Stone-hard, those bulletproof glass

[Chorus:]

You shoot me down but I won't fall

I am titanium

You shoot me down but I won't fall

I am titanium

You shoot me down but I won't fall

I am titanium

You shoot me down but I won't fall

I am titanium

I am titanium

Music Sounds Better With You

The only way I know (the most effective and expressive way for me) to express my feelings is music. I'm no composer by any means but I try to appreciate music and lyrics... Hence, here is another song by Big Time Rush... Enjoy fellas :)

p/s: Missing you...

[Logan:]

Better with you,

Better with you, yeah...

[James:]

I try to write this down

The words just don't come out

It's hard to say how you feel

Been down the longest road

Said yes when I meant no

I lost control of the wheel

[Logan:]

Cause you know that

Things get so bad,

You've got my back

Make me wanna sing,

And girl I'm singing about you

[Carlos:]

No sweeter sound

Than what I've found

No perfect love

Could be more perfect than ours

[All:]

Ooh baby it feels like, it feels like

The music sounds better with you baby

It feels right, it feels right

Everything's better with you

[Kendall:]

I used to think that love

Was something fools made up

Cause all I knew was heart break

Woah I couldn't help myself,

Let this heart go through hell

There only so much a heart can take

[Logan:]

Cause you know that

Things get so bad,

You've got my back

Make me wanna sing,

And girl I'm singing about you

[Carlos:]

No sweeter sound

Than what I've found

No perfect love

Could be more perfect than ours

[All:]

Ooh baby it feels like, it feels like

The music sounds better with you baby

It feels right, it feels right

Everything's better with you

[Carlos:]

Every song

Every rhyme

Every word (music sounds better with you)

Everyday (Everyday)

All of the time (All of the time)

Every day

Music sounds better with you.

[Mann:]

She's my music enhancer

When the music plays, she's my dancer

When I'm around her everything's faster

Every question I have, she's the answer

I'm head over heels

Can't explain it, it's so surreal

When I'm around you, baby, you make me feel like

[All:]

Everything's better with you

Ooh baby it feels like, it feels like

The music sounds better with you, Baby

It feels right, it feels right

Everything's better with you

Oh baby it feels like, it feels like

The music sounds better with you, Baby

It feels right it feels right,

Everything's better with you

Music sounds better with you [x2]

ABPBH 25

Well, the most prestigious award in Malaysia has just ended for its 25th edition. Aaron Aziz was crowned as the Most Popular Artist in 2011. It's not that shocking anyway given his phenomenon in 'Ombak Rindu' (missing waves as my friends call it)... These are the full list of the 25th ABPBH winners...

Penyanyi Lelaki Popular - Hafiz

Penyanyi Wanita Popular - Yuna

Artis Baru Lelaki Popular - Johan As’ari

Artis Baru Wanita Popular - Tasha Shilla

Pelakon Filem Lelaki Popular - Aaron Aziz

Pelakon Filem Wanita Popular - Maya Karin

Pelakon TV Lelaki Popular - Fizz Fairuz

Pelakon TV Wanita Popular - Fasha Sandha

Artis Komedi Lelaki Popular - Johan Raja Lawak

Artis Komedi Wanita Popular - Didie Alias

Pengacara TV Lelaki Popular - Zizan Raja Lawak

Pengacara TV Wanita Popular - Fara Fauzana

Penyampai Radio Lelaki Popular - Faizal Ismail

Penyampai Radio Wanita Popular - Fara Fauzana

Artis Duo/Berkumpulan Popular - 3 Suara (Shila Amzah, Ning Baizura & Jaclyn Victor)

Anugerah Seri Perak - Datuk Siti Nurhaliza

Bintang Paling Popular ABPBH 2011 - Aaron Aziz

Anugerah pencapaian sepanjang hayat - Dato Shiela Majid

*I took this list from http://kizmyself.blogspot.com/

Unfortunately I didn't watched the ceremony, I just listened to them (there're some guys studying in the common room... where the television is)... Anyway, I can't wait for someone to post the whole show in Youtube (it's great to have these people posting it there :))

Best wishes to all (got some more Quantitative Analysis to study for today's mid-sem test)... Till then :)

Give Your Heart a Break

Love is something about spaces, devotion and understanding. It might not be true for some people, but for me, it is. Love can only be shared when we allow ourselves to experience it. I'm not a specialist in love by any means but I'm sure someday I would enjoy it tremendously (need to get my degree first... lol). Once again I would like to share with my readers a song performed by Demi Lovato... Enjoy it :)

The day I first met you

You told me you'd never fall in love

But now that I get you

I know fear is what it really was

Now here we are

So close yet so far

Haven't I passed the test

When will you realise

Baby, I'm not like the rest

Don't wanna break your heart

Wanna give your heart a break

I know you're scared it's wrong

Like you might make a mistake

There's just one life to live

And there's no time to waste, to waste

So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break

Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break

Oh yeah, yeah

On Sunday you went home alone

There were tears in your eyes

I called your cell phone, my love

But you did not reply

The world is ours if we want it

We can take it if you just take my hand

There's no turning back now

Baby, try to understand

Don't wanna break your heart

Wanna give your heart a break

I know you're scared it's wrong

Like you might make a mistake

There's just one life to live

And there's no time to waste, to waste

So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break

Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break

There's just so much you can take

Give your heart a break

Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break

Oh yeah, yeah

When your lips are on my lips

And our hearts beat as one

But you slip out of my fingertips

Every time you run, whoa-oh-whoa-oh-oh

Don't wanna break your heart

Wanna give your heart a break

I know you're scared it's wrong

Like you might make a mistake

There's just one life to live

And there's no time to waste, to waste

So let me give your heart a break

(Let me give your heart a break)

'Cause you've been hurt before

I can see it in your eyes

You try to smile it away, some things you can't disguise

Don't wanna break your heart

Maybe, I can ease the ache, the ache

So let me give your heart a break, give your heart a break

Let me give your heart a break, your heart a break

There's just so much you can take

Give your heart a break

Let me give your heart a break (your heart), your heart a break (a break)

Oh yeah, yeah

The day I first met you

You told me you'd never fall in love