Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Power

Throughout this whole month, the main thing that was discussed in my English Literature class is power struggle and what makes a person the rightful ruler. William Shakespeare has brilliantly penned a romance play (also known as Shakespeare's last play) entitled 'The Tempest' mainly discussing the reason why a person is the rightful ruler, the rightful master and even the rightful father. Although it sets somewhere on a magical Island, Shakespeare clearly shows human's greed of power to the extent that it might lead to total damage.

Whether we realise it or not, this is the reality of our world. People are fighting to gain the upper hand in every situation. Trades, politics, business, throne, marriage or even in offices.

"Power corrupt, absolute power corrupt absolutely."

One of the main questions that need an answer is what is defined by power? Is it when we have even only a subject, we are already powerful? Or does it lies on how we manage our responsibilities and duties? Or is it the way how we make others believe that we are more powerful than them, maliciously or not? These are the recurring statements that are too subjective to be answered.

Some may gain power by exploiting other's trust, some may gain power by betraying the supposed-to-be leaders and some may gain power through lineage which sometimes neglecting the person's ability to rule  a society. In our modern world, this could be seen clearly through all the wars and exploitations that somehow being blessed by the modern society.

Is this right? Do we actually have the right to exploit others? And most importantly, do we become a leader or a ruler just because of the title and the luxury or due to our own realisation that somebody needs to lead the society to their maximum potential while maintaining the culture and heritage. It is useless to create a new person that forgot about his own roots (well, that is my cultural side speaking).

Last but not least,
"Great power comes with great responsibilities."

Sunday, November 21, 2010

bored to death

As usual, KY is as vacant as Mars (don't know where I get that simile) or at least that's what I thought (as I don't go out from my room). I don't feel well this entire weekend. My weekend starts with my swollen joint which causing me a hard time to walk. Maybe it's time for me to watch whatever I ate again (I  have a history with gout). I've stop taking any medicine about one year ago hoping that it will not repeat itself. Well, let's time decides.

Yearbook! We need to finish the designs by tomorrow. I feel guilty to all my colleagues as I don't have the flair in Adobe Photoshop which put a huge burden on my friend's shoulders. I can sketch an art on a piece of paper and that's the extent of my drawing abilities. No one, and I mean it, no one wants to be the head of graphics department. What with AS and A2 exams next year.

Again, I've wasted most of my times watching movies. I've finished the Step Up trilogy, Letters To Juliet and a few others. All in all, I've watch about 7 movies this entire weekend. What an achievement! (lol) Kent has offered me a place in their university given that I achieve 340 points in my A-Level exams. It is not impossible but I need to push myself to reach the best result while at the same time pass the sponsor's requirement. I need to see Mr. Azman, the Deputy Headmaster on 23rd November due to my last result.

*Sigh. Life is hard, but if it's not hard it's not life. Challenges are troublesome but they make us grow. Advices are annoying but they might be useful.
Don't throw away others opinions but keep it as our guidance. They might be wrong but it doesn't hurt to prepare ourselves for any possibilities.

Life is short, make full use of it.

With love, Who Am I.

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

no more

I lost myself long ago
Before I even knew how to react
I lost myself long ago
Before I even know what love is
I lost myself long ago
Before I even know why I live
I wish I will stay lost to this world
As that is the only thing that will keep me sit

Lost in my fantasy
Where anything is possible
Lost in my nights
Where gloom are so comforting
Lost in the reds
Where my last suffering ends
Lost in myself
Where nothing matters anymore

No more questions
No more shouts
No more laughs
No more tears
No more air

No more me...

Sunday, November 14, 2010

Results...

Yes, I wrote there results which means there are more than one result that came out on the same day, last Friday. First of all, I've finished my ELIT exam. Yahoo!! One of the heavy burdens have been lifted off my shoulder. Well, my exam starts at 8.30 am and finish at 10.30 am. About the same time, 9.00 am onwards to be exact, the IELTS result have come out which can be checked through the internet.

Right after my ELIT exam, Rina and I went to the IT Center to check our results. Overall Band = 8. I'm shocked and ecstatic at my result. I've never got an overall band 8 throughout my study here in KY. What's more unbelievable is I got a 9 for my listening component. Well, never saw that coming. With an 8 for reading and 7 for both speaking and writing, I think I have done my very best.


In the afternoon, Mr. Alderson hand us back our test result for Further Maths. I'm quite happy with myself as I managed to score a B although I believe I could do better than that. Nevertheless, that was still a big achievement for me and to make it better, I still need to do revision starting now.

Talking about now, KY is still in its serene atmosphere as most of the studentS haven't come back from their holidays yet. The upside part is the internet connection is much faster as compared to weekdays. Still downloading movies right now (lol). I think that's all to be shared for now. I still have a speech to memorize (Ariel the Harpy's speech from The Tempest) plus an essay on Caliban for my ELIT class.

Last but not least;
"Some are born great, some achieve greatness, and some have greatness thrust upon them."
It's all about how we use the greatness.




Tuesday, November 09, 2010

the end

Live is not forever, thus we must make the best out of it each second we breath. My friend Syazwan breath his last air last Thursday at 4.00 pm. I still remembered, at that particular time my tutorial group held our meeting at the cafeteria. It was filled with joy. We never realised that our beloved friend will left us forever. I've lost a very good listener, a great joker, an outstanding vocalist, an optimistic leader and last but not least a loyal friend.

Our time will come but we will never know it. One minute we will laugh and another minute we might lie on a hospital bed. It is unpredictable and inevitable. Make the best of our life.

Got to prepare for my last paper on Friday. Drama paper is always the hardest. And another test on Further Maths tomorrow! I'm hanged!

Sunday, November 07, 2010

again

AGAIN

Enemy, foil,
Did it bring any good to us?
Friends,
Can they harmed us
Confidant,
Will they be loyal or betrayed us
All these questions need only one answer
Faith

But why am I asking this
Have I lost faith?
Or is it only a question of being paranoid
Well, even I cannot answer that
I deem an explanation
That will convince me
Once and for all

There’s only one thing to be shared
Again. Love.
Can the North Pole and South Pole met?
Let us use a simpler word
Can two enemies fall in love?
Well, it is true
But there are too many fences
Need to be broken

Too many seas to be swam
Too many mountains to be climbed
Too many bushes to be cleared
Too many lives to be sacrificed

It is devastating to see a pair of lovers
Lie on a matted snow
Lifeless. Embracing one another
Till the last drop of blood
Spilled by the samurai knife

All because
They are from two different ideologies
From two different worlds
From two different poles
Which will never united

Another Romeo and Juliet
Surrender to death in the name of love
A vital forfeit
For the sake of The World.

“Life is life, Dreams are dreams,
Ask the wind where they bloom.
Spirit is spirit, Flowers are flowers,
Ask the wind where they scatter.”

Wednesday, November 03, 2010

My Red Rose

The stuck petals blazed my soul,
ignite my passion; expel the loneliness
that haunt my nights for a few years now.
The soothing scent glides through the air
Suffocating my breath, pumping the liquid swiftly
Heating up my dull day.

Though the thorns cut through my flesh, I still
and will always hold thee- as thou
clasp my heart around thy rich bosom.

            No more hidden tears,
            No more concealed faith,
As you have unlocked those miseries…
Forever. I’ll cling to the words that
Swirl out of our lips, promising ourselves:
      ‘You are my red rose, and you will
       always be.’