Trials

First of all, I'm so proud of my previous school as they managed to get the 2nd place for the SPM 2010 results. Congratulations juniors TGBians. I'm pleased to acknowledge you guys as my juniors. With a GPA of 0.91, you guys have set a very high standard for our college.

Next on my list, trials. I will have to face 12 papers in 2 weeks starting this Monday. Arggghhhhh. Can I do this? Will I get a good result from it? How am I going to get an excellent result when all I'm doing is playing games. Lol. Seriously, I'm spending most of time playing games these days. Asri!!!!!! Wake up from this dreamland and prepare for the ultimate battle!!!

updates

Well hello guys... It has been quite some time since I last wrote something here. Still in my holiday mood right now. Tomorrow I'll be back in Lembah Beringin, my beloved blue college. But before that, I want to enjoy my last day as a free man today because starting tomorrow and once I step my foot on KYUEM compound, I'm stuck for about 3 whole months. Stress!!

But still, it is for my own good. Exams with 12 papers, I'l nail it to the top. A*A*A*; that's my target. See you guys (KY citizen... lol) tomorrow onwards. For the others, take care and till my next coming post. The creative section is in a terrible need of ideas. Yearbook!! Got to go... Take care guys, bye...

Finally...

Hello guys. Last night has been a  very hectic night for me. Making sure that the performers' attire are good and ready were so tiring. Thankfully, we won the best traditional dance and the best choreography awards! Congratulations to Fathin for her great choreography and not forgetting, the committed dancers; Athira, Faara, Yasmin, Fira, Nurin, Syahira, Syida, Alia, Faiza, Meredith and Carolyn. You guys have shown me that all our hard works paid off.

To the dikir barat team, don't be sad because the journey have been so intriguing and great that for me you guys are the real winner. Some may ask me why? It's mainly because, in any performance win or loose is inevitable. But you guys have shown me that you guys can be together in this desperate condition to learn and to take the initiative of learning the Malay culture. And for that, I as the younger generation of the nation are so proud of you guys. You guys rock!

Topazians, tonight all of you have shown me that it is not all about being a winner, instead, respecting the others and enjoying the moment were far more important in any event. Again, all of you are the winners. Congratulations!

Congrates also to the Diamonders for clenching the First place in dikir barat. But I didn't see the performance! Abang RC, quickly put out the video, I want to see it.

Victory and hardship...

We've won the first place for boys volleyball last week. Unfortunately, we failed to repeat the double winning performance like last year as our girls team only manage to sweep the second runner-up placing. But the journey is everything to us and I'm truly excited to know that my house-mates actually know how to play volleyball.

This week, our main target is to clench the first place in Dikir Barat and Traditional Dance which will took place this Wednesday night. I'm so nervous with our dikir performance as right now they still need a lot more practice to perform well. I'm quite confident with our dance team lead by Fathin as I've seen them worse than now and I truly believe that all of them are the best that we can ever ask for. My juniors, congratulations as you guys have shown your full commitment in making this an experience that I will never forget. Best of luck for this Wednesday night and I personally believe you guys can do it. Do this for yourself and not for others and the enjoyment will follow you every step towards victory.

"Those who quit will never know the sweet taste of reaching the end with proud and dignity."

Is it?

I'm so tired these couple of days... I don't know why. Maybe because of lack of sleep, and maybe it is caused by something else. Do I know what is it? No! I can only predict what it is but it may be wrong. A medical check-up might be useful then. Nothing else to write here. Vacant space. Night all...

abstract

Something that can be interpreted in so many ways could be called abstract. Some may find beauty in it, some may found despair while the others; happiness. Some may relate it to themselves while some might take it on the face value. Some may found meaning while the other; emptiness. These are the things that can be questioned and thought by all of us, human beings.

Life is an abstract as we're the brush that whisk through the canvas of life. We're the deciding factor whether life is enjoyable or not. We're the rain that nurture this land of life according to our own imagination and we're the fertilizer that makes this land fertile and luxuriant. But do we realise that all that happened in this world are related directly or indirectly to us? Let us go through some current issues that occur right in front of our eyes.

Global warming. The most hazardous phenomena that caused by human's thirst of development and pride. Do we noticed that every technology in our environment contributes to this man-related destruction? It is true that our scientists are currently trying their best to invent products and other technology that is environmental friendly but what did us, as the consumer do? Do we still use plastic bags? Do we still burnt openly? Do we still throw the rubbish outside the garbage? Yes! We still do this.

Then how are we going to have a happy, cheerful and peace abstract of life if we cannot even conduct these simple things? We claimed that the world is dying but do we help in rejuvenating it? We claimed that the river is polluted but do we help in making it clear? We claimed that the morals of the youngsters are worsening but do we help in bringing them back to the correct path? We claimed the the kids are becoming big-headed but do we help in disciplining them?

Now where do we went wrong. With what ink do we paint our canvas? Is it black, white or rainbow-like colours. All in all, we have the ability to decide what will happened in our lives and what we do today will be reflected in the future. Do we want a clear and happy life? You decide.

Goo bye, Goo bye, Goo bye.

“Someone, please hold me!

I’m falling deeper and deeper into this

Unending bottomless well

I’m cold. I’m freezing. I’m shaking.

Are these the signs that my time is up?

Will it end slowly or abruptly?”

I’m swirling like a tornado in the meadow

Grasping the air that feels nothing.

Am I even supposed to be here?

The lamp whispers to me: “Go away.”

Seductively.

But I’ve already drowned in its glow

That blinded the pair of balls

Permanently.

I’m losing myself again

Just like every other nights before.

Eliot might say that it’s a psychological journey

But I’m wide awake right now!

I can see everything but I saw nothing

Something is happening but what is the thing?

Is it the dried rose that spoke to me now?

“You’ve reach your limit boy.”

Maybe the crinkled petals are true

Maybe it’s time for me to let everything go as

Nature intended it to.

But nature is cruel (Isn’t it?)

Don’t ask me about it; let us make our final visit.

A vast piano is waiting to play a secret melody for me,

The voice that lure me like the mermaid song

Though it was never meant for me.

Finally, something good happened (accidentally)...

The chirping sound jolted me from this

Unending story.

Will it continue or end?

Only time will tell (As if it has a mouth!)