My Red Rose

The stuck petals blazed my soul,

ignite my passion; expel the loneliness

that haunt my nights for a few years now.

The soothing scent glides through the air

Suffocating my breath, pumping the liquid swiftly

Heating up my dull day.

Though the thorns cut through my flesh, I still

and will always hold thee- as thou

clasp my heart around thy rich bosom.

            No more hidden tears,

            No more concealed faith,

As you have unlocked those miseries…

Forever. I’ll cling to the words that

Swirl out of our lips, promising ourselves:

      ‘You are my red rose, and you will
       always be.’

this week (25-30/11/10)

Woosh... The week has finally over. This has been a very intellectual and happy week. It starts with the recent win on house competition, continued with the Heriot-Watt conditional offer and last but not least, the very satisfying IELTS exam. I'm quite proud with myself and I think, I'm on the right track to pursue my target, A*AAA in the A-Level exam next June.

BTW, I will have a quite calm next week followed by another examination week. I'll be prepared to face it. Another thing is, I really wish that I can start playing volleyball as usual as I really miss it. Perhaps, this afternoon I'll try to convince my friends (seniors and juniors) to go to the court and play the game (really need to go out of chalet and moves my muscle a bit - lol).

Before I sign out, love yourself before you love others, but put the love to God on top of everything else.

English Literature, I'll ace it!

at last

I have finished my IELTS speaking exam today. 'Advertisement'. That's my topic and I'm thankful for that because Ms Madeline has made us discuss the topic in our previous class. Thank you Farha, I still remember your 'Oligo Coco' presentation and it really helps in describing the advertisement.

Next stop is tomorrow's remaining papers and not forgetting my 10/11 and 12/11 English Literature papers. I really hope that I can get a very good results on those papers. Best of luck to me.

IELTS

Hey everyone. Tomorrow morning I will have my IELTS speaking test and the following Saturday, I'll have my IELTS reading, listening and writing tests. It sure is a hectic weekend for me. The overall band that I must achieve is 6.5 but I had promised myself that I want to be better than my sister and she got 6.0 before.

On next Monday, the MCC will have it's official meeting for a few reasons. the upcoming Bangsawan is the main agenda. Other than that, we need to elect the new committee for the Dikir Barat & Traditional Dance Competition 2011. So juniors, be ready to grab this responsibilities.

Unfortunately, Syazwan is still in the same condition although his parents say that he is improving. I'll keep praying for him. Who knows what miracle could happened right. Last but not least;

"Nothing that is so is so, that that is is."

the unexpected...

The mini marathon was successfully organized last Saturday. What makes me proud the most is our house managed to clinch the House with the Healthiest Hearts Award. Furthermore, I also won the King of Health Award for the Daily-Quiz competition. We managed to retain this title for the second year in a row. To make it more meaningful, we created a big difference in the accumulative points from the second place winner.

Sadly, one of my friend doesn't make it to the finishing line as he was attacked by seizure about 200 meters from the finishing line. He was in the top 40 position at that particular time. I'm so proud of him because he is the living proof that hard work can lead to success. 

However, right now he is still in a critical condition in Slim River Hospital. He was admitted to the ICU right after the marathon. It's heartbreaking when someone who is always cheerful and exciting to talk with immobile and silent on a hospital bed. His organs do not functioning anymore and that makes his condition worse.

To all who have time to read this, let us pray for his safety and so that he can come back alive and lively as before.

an apple

It's depressing right now as there is no internet connection at the chalet area. Well, this is not the first time something like this happen. I just hope that it will get better (the usual reason is the upgrading work - hope that it is true). By the way, I got back my application today and I have to make a few small corrections. To apply to top universities, perfection is vital.

I just got back my English Literature result. As expected, it was better than my other subjects. When will I improve my other results? I hope it is now. But I have this 'malicious' quality, laziness. I know it exist in everyone's life but I think I have it worst. Let time cures it then.

This Saturday, there will be a marathon due to the Health Awareness Week (HAW) in my college. I try to take part in the daily quiz competition and it is quite interesting as there are so much general information that I've discovered by joining this quiz. There are so much more to health than exercises and diet. And what is more important, the actual idea of diet itself. It is not about cutting the amount of food consumed but take the correct amount of food with the correct amount of nutritions needed by our bodies.

I sound like a doctor now (lol). Last but not least, eat right and lead a healthy life!

Remember,

"An apple a day, keeps the doctor away."

something...

Bungkam...

Mengapa harus ada cinta

Jika akhirnya menyendiri

Mengapa ada kasih

Jika akhirnya menyisih

Mengapa ada rindu

Jika akhirnya hanyut dalam sendu

Kepiluan yang mencengkam

Dalam ke lubuk hati

Ditinggal dalam kegelapan

Ditelan kabus kepiluan

Hanyut ditelan sejarah silam

Membiarkan aku sendiri

Aku tak mahu terluka

lagi. Takut, aku tak mampu.

Tak mampu menanggung kesedihan

Jika aku ditinggalkan lagi

keseorangan.

Menempuh malam-malam suram

Sendiri...

(Something I wrote during one of my class... lol)